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9.17.02
I seriously have lyke no time to update this
website cuz of freakin homework..
Ehhh hehe o wells I'm jus been chillin i want to get mah car.. but its up to
God to decide if I can get one
I jus hope n pray i cud get mah license and mah car.. and that i won't have
a warrant.. o mayn.. im so nervous
I never wanna get into such trouble anymore.. But anyways my classes are so
hard! I just gotta be persistant
with my classes for one more year! Then im outta that school!! ahhhhhh will
I make it? Hmm hope so...
9.12.02
Daymmit time flys once again. Skewl flies by
too.. shoo i dun think i'll work on this site as much..
I mean i got AP History and AP Physics! ahhhh all mah time has to be devoted
to gay hwk now.. and much reading
ehhhh :( hehe o wells..
9.8.02
Hmm time keeps on going faster n faster..
well i've been real buzy wid skewl starting n shtuff.. but yah i guess its
time to
update hehe.. well so far in mah life i tried out for the choir! and i made
it ! hehe kewl imma singer now watch out =X hehe
well so far lifes been good.. i mean as the date for mah court approaches..
i guess i put that away.. until the day arrives..
i hate that feeling of anxiety.. ya knoe wen you want something to be done
and over with already.. but yah yew gotta wait..
lolz this journal thing reminds me of doogie houser.. lolz that old old
show.. anywayz i love mah baybie! :) shez so different
from the rest of thoz gurlz out there hehe but anywayz yah.. i might drop
mah ap english.. cuz i just can't understand
english well.. err hehe im jus too much of FoB lolz even though i wuz born
in Chi-Town.. but yah...
9.7.02
Today wuz fun and weird haha.. well first
mah homeboy Norberto came over to kick it and play video games (ya knoe
the good old days) and den mah homeboy Charles came over too kick it and
shtuff.. And mah brother was home too!
haha mah brother'z soo kewl haha he gots an Audi S4! ( a relly relly fast
car ) hehe and den so i asked him to take us
to the mall or sumthin to jus kick it.. so yah we go.. n den i buys mah
calogne.. "happy" for men.. thankz ann for
introducin meh to dis sexy fragrance haha).. but yah yew knoe wut
happens? i freaken leave it sumwhere! daym! dat wuz
a waste of 30 bucks! daym daym daym.. but ish aryte i guess... eh but umm so
then we have a gay time at the mall.. so
mah homeboy Norberto goes home.. and den me and Charles kick it wid mah best
friend Wendy! and we go around and den we
see Mic! and we kick it wid him too but Wendy goes wid other pepolz.. gets
lost somehow haha.. so then me Mic and Charles end up
watching swim fan which wuz a tyte movie (deng freaky white gurlz i swear
haha) but after the movie we end up wid no ride home!
cuz freaken mic told us he cud give us a ride.. but he didn't say how late
it wud be! and Charles wud get in deep trouble. So
then we started askin pepol for rides.. lolz it wuz funny.. but i had to cuz
i felt guilty dat he wud get in trouble.. so yah
we found d'z two gurlz dat needed gas money and dey wud give us a ride.. i
turned out dey were run aways and dey jus needed
money hehe.. so yah we gave dem sum money and den we both got home.. haha
today wuz tyte
9.4.02
Today I just registered for my classes... eh
the classes i have this year are hardddd.. mayn o wells wishes me lucks =)
Well I think i might be going to church more.. cuz after awl after i left
tha church i've been getting into nuthin but trouble
I might as well be good again yah knoe? cuz its alwayz gewd to have God on
yer side ;) hehe.. but yah.. it wuz amazing tho
how tha pepolz from mah church told meh dat if i leaved the church.. dat i
wud be getting in trouble.. err i jus pray
i cud still get mah license.. but anyways yah.. g`luck on mah first day
tomorrow..
9.3.02
Ahh the day pasted... im so
worried if it'll show on mah record.. and if dey'll give me a warrent..
mayn if they do i'll just say i had a doctors appointment and there was no way i
could make an
extension because their system was outdated and they never showed my ticket..
ahhh and
then i got mah next ticket to deal with.. im jus so saddened that i wuz juz
involved with
the wrong crowd.. i jus wish sumhow i cud get back with the right crowd and
forget
about this mess.. ahhh!!! and then the next burden.. skewl!! ahhh imma go
crazy.. i swears..
but i'm happy cuz i got a new gurl :) her name ish gina! I think shez soo kewl..
i mean
i've never met a gurl lyke her :D she juz makes me happy.. n i lyke her!
8.28.02
Daym gurlz are relly horny.. well some are anywayz.. i get d'z imz from gurlz
dat found meh on findapix
and dey go hi.. are yew down? and i wuz lyke yea im down.. but in mah head im goin (wuts goin down?)
haha but yah.. she tellz me to go on mah webcam.. and shez lye yew dun gotta show yer face.. so im
thinkin oooo she wantz to masterbatez online n' shiz haha.. so i didn't knoe in tha first place .. n' i can't
show noddin cuz um mah compz in the living room? haha i see mah lola comin in.. 'wut tha pak are yew doing boy?'
hehe hi-larious..
8.27.02
Do do do.. mayn nothin to do anymore.. no car.. ehh.. anxiety for court.. ehh.. pray
dat i can still get mah license!!! :*( if only i knew better.. hehe o wellz too late for that now.. 'you
reap wut yew sow' as tha saying goes..
8.24.02
I hate this valley I live in.. I wanna leave.. I wish life had a reset button.. cuz i just wanna
start over and do everything right.. alas.. i cannot.. so therefore I just wanna get away! =(
im jus not happy.. im hopefully gonna move to chicago for a year.. so i can get away from this awl..
i wanna move a.s.a.p... i jus don't lyke it here.. arghh!! oh well..
8.12.02
Wow time relly flies by.. I
diidn't even realize its lyke almost the middle of August.. Man i accomplished
nothing this summer..
erf how sad eh? lol i did get a lil bigger.. i think ?
hehe wells this summer has had its fun sides and bad sides.. i mean
being led on
by a gurl suxs so much and hurts too.. but i guess i was stupid to fall for
sumthin lyke that.. then
i can't get mah license til im 18 most likely.. eh..
mayn bad sides all around.. well i did learn how to drive stick!
haha yessss one
good thing this summer... boy.. i lyke this website.. haha ish mah new blog..
whoop whoop!
Song for tha moment: Falling In Love Again - CQuence
Wow i haven't touched mah website
in soooo long! well thanks to Maria i got motivated to update mah website!
Isn't
that incredibly amazing?!?! heh o well there's alot thats happened when i was
gone.. Well i dropped outta college
cuz it was tooo hard! but i didn't tell mah
dad about it. So he ended up getting relly mad at me! Something to know about
me
and my dad.. we don't talk.. we could eat dinner and not say one word, believe
me, its happened.. So all he does to me
is ask me for something or just get mad
at me.. erk but i know he cares for me.. i just doesn't knoe how to show it..
Well
after awl that mess I met mah homie Patrick and his gurl Iris. He's kewl,
its just that he does bad shtuff.. and dats a bad influence
to me. He does stuff
like steal cars, and we got this one honda accord.. and like he told me to drive
it so I drove it.. den I
did this stupid stupid mistake in turning then the
police got me.. and i got another ticket. Wid
3 violations ehhh im
sooo screwed..
i'm just praying sooo bad dat i can still get my license.. i've
started avoiding Patrick cuz i jus relly don't wanna get in trouble.
. i mean i
have nothing against him its just i can't afford getting in trouble and messing
up mah whole future for
sumthin relly stupid.. So the plan is for my ticket is
to get an extension.. and work off mah speeding ticket in traffic skewl..
den go
to court.. and get mah license.. mayns i want my license sooooo bad!!!
errr anyways.. i'll update another day.. good bye!
o snapples i didn't mention gurls
at awl .. deng gurls? iono i'm not interested dat much no more.. im jus
waiting..
sh been already 5 months wid out a gurl.. daym... it relly gets to
you wen yoo've had a gurl and experience
how it feels den not have a gurl err it
annoys me to tha bone but im not gonna trip cuz i found dis quote!
It's best to wait for the one you
want than settle for the one
available, best to wait for the one you love than
the one who's around, best to
wait for the right one because life is too short to be wasted on the wrong
person.
good ha? hehe o wells.. i'm dreaming.. for dat gurl..
6.22.02
Haha I dun update mah shtuff..
erk.. daym college ish hard das why i've been busy.. wid .. a test everyday
and
a daym 600 page book to read..erk.. o wellz.. back to work eh?
Oh snaps i jus read sum stuff
online... and it made meh think.. Y am i gonna get all kyoot for sum gurlz ya
knoe?
I'd rather want a girl want me for who I am and not cuz i lewk so daym
gewd.. So fuk lewking gewd! imma be who
I am.. i mean imma still be stylin =D
but lye im not gonna stress over gaining weight and shtuff.. Cuz any gurl dat i
get i want her to lyke meh cuz im ME! hehe ;) welpz im out this day.. late..
Doo doo doo.. daymmit im soOOo
dam bored!!!! as yoo can tell cuz i made dat lil moving thingy
in the front of mah website.. hehe o well.. im still thinking... of wut to go for....... erf.............
Today I dyed my hair! YaY! Hehe
it didn't become light brown tho. I found out today dat dark brown hair + light
brown hair dye = brown hair! =O hehe. Well today was a kewl day. I got to kick
it wid mah homegurl Wendy.
She'z tyte cuz shes the one who dyed mah hair.
She did a gewd job. Welp ish wierd how I run into pepolz from the past..
and dey don't let go of something.. I messed up alot.. Cuz mah first gurlfriend
were tight at one time but lyke I messed
up and cheated on her fer this other
gurl. I didn't knoe wut "love" was back then.. And den i messed up.. But i swear
its
either mah 1st g/f and the gurl i cheated wid knew each other or lyke she
didn't "love" meh either cuz I find out from one
of her homegurlz she gets
another b/f lye dat.. so im lyke wtf.. and i cudn't call her either since mah
dad cut the long
distance.. i guess i deserved it.. but its funny how we cheated
eachother at the same time.. But I'm not sure if she ever
found out wut I did...
I wish I hadn't done dat tho... cuz I knoe in both things I was being used (mah
1st g/f and the gurl
i cheated wid). Well dat left a scar on meh.. and I promise
you I've learned from it.. I promised myself after that mistake to
never ever
cheat again. But I'm still amazed how some people won't forget it.. I guess once
you get a reputation it sticks
with you until the end of your life.. lesson is..
its hard to earn a good reputation... but if something bad happens
to it.. your
reputation gets scarred..
Well... Nothing really has
happened lately.. no drama or anything. I really should appreciate that. I like
girls
again, not lyke when i got pissed at girls a few weeks ago. If only i had
a girl though.. I'd be the bestest boyfriend
she would ever have.. I mean, all i
would want is for me and her to be happy together, but yet I just don't feel
lyke
any gurl really cares bout me. Daym i'd even settle for a best friend das a
gurl.. but deep down I relly want a g.f but
daym wut gurl wud want meh.. eh...
whatever.. i'll jus play the single life.. not like i cud change it..
HmMm.. Summers finally here.. so I actually
gotz time to work on mah website hahaha aren't yoo excited?
welp im jus hopin
this summer I cud find the one I'm lewkin fer.. I've seen a few gurlz i lyke
hRmMm this summer
ish also the summer imma eat soo much and get buff..
hopefully! hehe if it doesn't happen yoo cud juz skrew meh
cuz i don't relly
care but yea.. it "might" happen hehe.. welp no more cares bout hwk.. cuz im
outta skewl!! until i
start pierce classes in lyke 3 weeks.. hehe o wellz.. imma
enjoy it as it lasts..
Haha told yoo I wudn't update in awhile...
Well yeah im jus bored today.. and I've been working on my other website (MabilísRacing),
so yeah... Iono i guess im outta mah sadness haha yeah I mean I just lost the
interest to jock gurlz now.. i mean i might jus
do it for the fun of it but datz
about it.. Well last Saturday was fun I was cooking spam in the morning, when
all of a sudden
mah friend calls and den he says come to the movies ryte now..
haha so i was lye wutever lemme jus cook mah spam first..
so i cooked and ate
den i went.. man i came right on time it was still showing previews but i still
cudn't find them cuz it was
too dark.. so i jus went all the way up and find a
seat at the top.. So i watched Star Wars and den I sitting next to sum scary
guy
or at least i think it was a guy lolxz so i was at the edge of mah seat.. haha
so i looked around the theaters and i thought
i saw mah friends so den i jus
said wutever again and watched the movie when all of a sudden a loud alarm goes
on and i
thought it was part of the movie but it was the fire alarm lolxz that
never happened b4.. hehe so thoz pepol who i thot were
mah friends were mah
friends so i went up to dem haha and they thot i pulled the fire alarm.. so yea
we watched the rest
of the movie and we all got re-admit passes cuz of the
inconvience.. mayn the fire alarm sounded twice.. how gay ish dat..
den i went
to mah friends house to work on mah project which took 8 hrs.. deng cuz someone
erased our work on the computer..
so i stayed at mah friends house til lye 1 AM
.. eh.. o well i wunder wut imma do this weekend. haha "wutever"...
Fuck gurlz.. shoo im tired of it all trying
to be all sweet and shiet trying to be funny trying to be nice and a gentleman
why the hell am i wasting all my time? fuck it all.. shoo im tired of this b/s..
ish all for looks.. all girls are either shallow,
fake, user, or sumthinz
wrong... doesn't matter to meh no more.. fuck trying to look good fuck it.. daym
im jus pissed i guess..
o well letz jus say no more trying to get a gurl.. its
jus vainity.. cuz its true...
"Who can find a virtuous woman? for her price is far above rubies... Favour is
deceitful, and beauty is vain..."
~ Proverbs 31:10, 30a
Lets jus say today was jus not mah day.. =|
This will prolly be mah last entry for
awhile cuz i don't feel lyke being online anymore..
Haha haven't writtin here in awhile. Welp
letz see derz nothin new.. haha well i went to Disneyland this week but
iono
nothing big relly happened haha i had sum clam chowder! Not just any clam
chowder but clam chowder
in a bread oOoO yes i knoe it only cost meh about 7!
bucks shoo.. so much overpricenessness in Disneyland shoo.. anywayz
datz pretty
much wutz happened so far.. haha i bought one of thoz relly relly big lollypopz
but den one broke =| so ghetto.. anywayz
i got another one haha.. welp datz wut
happened so far.. hrmm i wonder wutz gonna go on tomorrow haha prolly nothin..
cuz
nothin relly big happens in mah life lolz anywaaaayz...
Yesssssss minimum day!!!! im actually out
early YeSsSssS not at mah usual time at 4 when i get home.. and guess what.. I
have a
minimum day tomorrow too!!! YeSsSsS sum more!!! Bleh i have to play mah
trumpet fer mah skewl.. at 8.15.. bleh imma mess
up anywayz.. anywhoz YeSsS
minimum Day!!!
Oh mayn yesterday was craziness.. first ate
soo much i think i gained at 1 lb! im so proud of myself. Well besides me
gaining weight,
me and my dad were on our way home from eating at Mi Piace some italian food place in Burbank for mah bro'z b.day
haha hez getting
old hez 27. Anyway like i said meh and mah dad were on our way home when jus
then the transmission starts
acting funky on us then before yoo knoe it were
going 20 mph on the freeway and we're getting kinda edgy so we hurry to
the
nearest exit and then we are stuck so mah dad put the car in neutral and we had
to push the car hahaha im strong i cud push
a Toyota Supra up a hill, but then
we called AAA! wid mah cell phone and den we waited for lyke 25 mins then a guy
named BoB
pulls up hahah it was so funny i finally met someon who'z name was BoB!
Yah so we do sum stuff and den we decide to go cruizin down
roscoe all the way
from sun valley to winnetka heh anywhoz i get home lyke around 12:30 oh mayn
yesterday was kewl!! Lolxz
4.27.02
My parents are thinking of
moving to San Diego. Hrmm i think it might be a good thing... getting out of all
this shtuff in the valley..
meet new people.. It would be sad leaving all mah
friends here. I don't knoe if I should push to move to San Diego or not..
Anyways besides that, I've decided to stop
going for a gurlfriend der jus too much drama and I've already
learned mah lessons.. I
guess i'll jus keep messing around and shtuff but im not searchin for anymore
gurlfriends for now.. but
i'll stay sweet cuz im still dreaming for dat gurl ;)
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